Saturday, January 29, 2011

interruptions and corruptions.

Fact: Everyone is fighting a battle.
People who are always telling you what you need to fix and telling you that you have problems are just trying to look away from themselves. I'm sick and tired of people not giving a crap. I am someone. People, deal with your insecurities. In the end, it makes the person who did absolutely nothing feel like hell and cry. They cry and cry and never let anyone in because of these selfish people who want people to feel as horrible as they do. Take teenagers for example. They're still finding themselves, don't know who they really are. They're sensitive, emotional, blah blah blah. They will cut and gut you until you are lying on the ground bleeding to death because they are so insecure. I'm a passive person, have been my whole life. So apparently there's a sign on my forehead that says "easily destroyed, kill her." And to this day, no one NOT ONE person in my life has been fully let in. And I don't know if anyone will. That is what scares me.

They're just like leeches, they suck the life out of you.
Parasites, eating you alive.
Trying to hold on longer, but I'm not sure I can survive.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

kill me with sarcasm, and lie to me, and lead me on.

i don't really understand guys. if you are into me, why don't you take another step rather than keep us in the endless state of flirting. maybe i'm totally wrong, but you like me, right? or do you just flirt with me and look at me like you're into me? i mean i've only done this once, so i apologize if i've got you totally wrong. just cut the crap. i don't play games well.

oh and also, do true friends call you conceited? do they tell you who to date? do they say if you end up dating blank guy, they will tell him all of the horrible things you do. that's not a true friend. someone that doesn't value your opinion in the least. get off your pedestal, danggit.